_JINXED`_
10.01.1990
cursed`
_____ my wish Lists
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x] leather corset top
[x] LEVIS skinny jeans
[x] red lenses
[x] black lipstick
[x]
[x] YSL BABYDOLL
[x]
[x]
[x] DAVIDOFF cool waters
[x] 'FANTASY' fragrance
[x] ANNA SUI foundation
[x] ANNA SUI blusher
[x] ANNA SUI lipgloss
[x]
[x] LOUIS VUITTON wallet
[x] LIVING DEAD DOLLS
[x] CHIVAS REGAL 18
[x]
[x]
[x] green iguana
[x] bearded dragon
[x] ball python
[x] milk snake
[x]
[x]
[x] conch piercing
[x]
[x]
[x] double tongue piercing
[x] dermal anchors on temple
[x] implants on my forehead
[x] leo tattoo on my forehead
[x] abstain from sex
[x]
[x] one FINAL drug romp
[x]
[x]
[x] kiss from william scorpion
[x]
[x] get william scorpion's number
[x]
[x] liposuction on thighs
[x] artificial dimples
[x] cosmetic surgery on eyes
[x] cosmetic surgery on nose
[x]
[x] no more tears for mum & dad
[x] totally quitting my drug habits.
[x]
[x] i wanna be happy again.
humans..
always trying to attain perfection.
but is there really perfection?
more money, nicer clothes
bigger eyes, smaller waists?
all these made up the
happy life everyone wanted.
but while trying to get perfection
which
we thought will make us happy.
we get ourselves unhappy
during the impossible process.
why can't we be borned contented?
for me..
i was never contented..
on top of materials.
i wanted more care and concern
more attention and LOVE.
but when i don't?
i wanted more drugs..
more Ecstasies, more Ketamine
more Dormicums, more Erimin-5s
more Herion, more Ice.
insatiable appetite for them..
i am a freakish freak in a normal world.
tearstaiinedd`
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
tag-Board